Currently Watching Romy and Michele's High School Reunion By Mira Sorvino, Lisa Kudrow see related

Well today. has kinda sucked. didnt get to see Brian.. i wanted to.. dindt get to go to his cousins wedding.. sorry.. :o( but  i woke up aroun 11:30 and went shopping for a few..... got some christmas presents.. spent 200 dollars...... got home around 3.... then went back to rite aid and bought some x-mas lights..lol... blue ones...... what joy.. and was i bored... YES..... btu yeah... im bored and lonely no one is here. and it sucks...... cause i miss Brian. and i'm watchin some tv.... i guess this is a shorter enrty... but i don't feel good. so good night...

Love You Brian

Well hummm yester day i went to school and all that bad stuff ya know the morning routine..... welllllll after all that crap.. went to brians.. yay had so much great fun... always love being with him.. :o) welll gotta call around 8....  mom had to take Tay to the emergency room.... so i left and went over there... g'z feel sorry for that kid... even though sometimes i can through her offa some cliff or soemthing.. but yeah.. she has strep.. and it was closing her air way off... sad..anywyas... i didnt leave there until around 11 cause mom made me come home so i wouldnt fall asleep drivin..... welll on my way home.. i stopped and ate me some Wendy's.... crap yea..... gooood stuff.... anyways... the fries were crappy tho..... but after eating here i traveled on my way home...... got home typed all this stuff.. well GUESS WHAT.... it freakin mest up and Explorer shut down.. eeewww was i mad...lol.. so i layed down... as soon as m head hit the piller... i went to sleep... yes... piller........... but anyways.. NEW DAY.. today... was GREAT- love my baby Brian.. muah..... he called me at the butt crack of dawn.... well 930.. i was sleepin away.. but i don't care cause i wanted to talk to him  i missed him....  anyways.... watched some tv.... got ready to go with him to his cousin rehersal dinner thing ... then went and got Lyssa from school.. then Brian came and got me.... went to the rehersal..... wow.... i'm so not directing my wedding.... imal tell my mom what i want and she can do it.. lol... i just would not have the patience. AT ALL.. anywyas... did that.. went to wal mart to drop some film off then ate... and on our way home we went.... got here.. and yeah. well ya know.. layed  around.. like always... mmm i loooovee to cuddle..... welp.. he left me. :o(..... so now im writin this.. and i'm tired .. so immal get me some juice. and turn my T.V on.. and go to sleep.. welp.... hopefull he calles.. he better..lol.  but I love him.. MUAH.......

good day to ya,,

Love you Brian!

Currently Playing Two Wrongs (Don't Make It Right) By Wyclef Jean see related

Wow. today turned out to be a pretty darn good day..lol.. lastnight... my baby called me we talked for a while had a touching moment. :o). then went to sleep round 1. Got up took a sower ya knwo the morning routine... Called Brian.... sucha deadhead..lol.. he can't hear a freakin thing when he gets to sleepin.. lol. welp neither can I... soo... well anywas .. traveled on my way to school... my cell phone messes up..lol. try to use Jennie's WEELLLLL her's is such a piece of shiz it's so ghetto. but thats life. Entered the school well had shitty breakfast..... so me and Jen didnt eat..... welp.... of course went to my usual spot...... socialized with a few of my "female" friends only. then home room... stupid as usual... no use in going but to count absences.. so yeha.... the first period... sucked.... second... suckd,... which reminds me i has to study..... wonder how long thats gunna last.. and by this time... I miss my home and my b-f like freakin crazy... 3rd and 4th... wow I MADE A 78 on my test... weee.. my momma's proud of me.. so yeah then lunch.. was great food... yeah might as well been Thanksgivin'.. ahh not really but close enough.. then yeah 5th 6th and 7th.. SUCKED.. and on my way home i went... wow such a relief to get out of that suicidal peer pressure institute. :o) well yeah then home.. layed around .. had Lasagna for dinner it was delicious. but then.. Brian called and came up which was even more delicious.. I mean, great.. ;o) he's so perfect. even though he slept.. but i love him and i don't care. as long as he's there.. :o) well eyah and now here I am  typing this missing Brian and dreading te study to FRANCE....lol.. grrrrrr...  welp good days and good nights..

Love ya 

yeah... well my day has been SHITY... and it's only 5 something..... all sarted got up .. didnt even want to.. called brian.. that went well then got ready went to school. didnt want to... Harvey's test was hopefully easy to pass seemed easy but who knows.... ahhh fuck the rest of school... then came home called Brian... miss him like crazy as hell.  Then wellll

Do you believe in honest mistakes?.... I mean sheew hard to explain but if I misread somethings and went to a total mess and broke my heart. :o(

Then mom gets all in my business.... made me break my heart even more and more and more... but still.. I love and miss Brian.  I'm Sorry.                             So anyways I'm settin here wish i was rich and was able to do just about anything I want to in this world.. some things just don't work out as they way you want them to, but one day I will be able to and I WILL be rich.lol Some days I just wish I could tavel by a snap of my finger onto an island with one person "Brian" ..... and me and him just be alone by ourselves for as long as I want to. and no one or nothing can bother us.. Cause one day.. someones gonna break one of the wrong twigs off and I'm gonna put them and my twig in a woodchipper..... mmm hows that sound for your dinner?.. ahhh yeah....               have you ever watched motor mouth... FUNNY SHIT..... a girl was pickin her nose...lmao and she didn't even know we we're watchin... eeewwweeee full penatration.. lol welp for now i think i might go eat me a little food and lay around...

Love You Brian.......  MUAH...

until... wellllll whenever

Ahhhh here we are again and i'm bored to death..... speaking of death.... have you ever dreamed of death??...or shall i say murder.... I have.. not a very pleasent dream at all.. and to see muder committed in your dreams, foretells much sorrow arising from the misdeed of others. Affair will assume dulness. Violent deaths will come under your notice.  Some say dreams are nothing.. but then again??.. who knows.?

welp as i can add on to todays 2nd entry. not much..............